hi all...

i've been drawing pictures
find it fun...

aha...
i drew couples...etc...

-.-...
trying to draw it realistically but its super harddd

sigh.
so tired man, its like...
everyday when i reach home... i laid down my bag
changed clothes,, and float to my sofa
and zzz...till 10 plus to 11 plus

each day it gets later and later
:(
and my eye circles are like..
i can see 3 colors LOL

blue, black, and purple
and plus the contrast to my pale skin..
i'm like a freak

,

haha today played captains ball,
very very happy..
i finally played...
i had phobias of balls the last time,,
and now i dont even care if i got hurt
cause it doesnt matter anymore.
haha,,and cause of that ,, -.-
i sprained my right ankle
meow...
but i'm happy
the boys are starting to pass the balls to me,
quite impressed with zhi chao,
i thought he would pass to chin yuan or somebody else
lol
, lol, kell sprained her neck
theresa was running like crazy,
super active de la she..
and plus weiyan, the cutest, lol
i was like bending down,, cause i sprained my ankle..
den she passed me the ball...
and its like,,, i 'ahhh!' and hit back the ball to her -.-.
den she ahh den hit back, den the ball fly here fly there
oh ya that reminds me,,
i collided with zhi chao.
car crash!
quite cool sia,
i was like thinking of twilight,,
twilight baseball, where edward and who ar...
bang into each other,,
haha

okay nvm
erm
funniest thing is,, when ao shi comes into the game..
he represent us team members man.,.
he, one man can trash the another team.. -.-
very funny sia..
hes the tall guy there

sigh
i did quite alot of stretchings this week..
the jazz...
wah..
dont know what to say sia
before the jazz lesson ,, everyone cant even do a 3 quarter split..
den after the jazz lesson,, we can almost reach the ground..
shiok de la.
den its like..
i practice in the toilet
stupid hor...
but its much easier to do..


sigh but now ,,, my whole body is aching
..
gah...

sian..
today math common test..
i'm gonna flunk it..
sigh..
the mini test 3.. when i got it..
i was like tear-ing
..
cause when i was doing mini test 3.. i was hoping to get full marks..
but..
:(
:'(
:'{

sian...
i really dont know why i have so many careless mistakes..
2 x 2 = 2...
2 x 3 = 3

sian..
and positive answers..are NEGATIVE answers..

sian..
its like i understand it very well
but
because i didnt let hesitation come in when i was doing the test..
den loads of careless mistakes...
T~T

this sucks man
.sian...
mr kohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. SORRRRRY
you kept commenting on my paper
saying that i can actually score high
but ..
sorry la...

sian la..
dont like this man..
i need time...
i need time to practice my math..
i must revise and do..
dammit...

sian...
sometimes i feel very useless
i cant understand anything
i tried my best
but this is the furthest i can get
i wan some hope man..

i really dont want to flunk my math...
dang it la...
:(

i'm very tired..
dont want to do this anymore


people, what do you do when you're about to give up hope

how do you save yourself.
...why . , do you save yourself.
..

i'm just very tired so i blabbered out things

i need to rest.. bye.
where were you
when i was really sick.