have you ever hold back your tears even though it cuts you, just like a ______



i hate physics mirage project.
i just wanna get over this physics project as soon as possible,
regardless of failing or passing or whatever crap that is.

i just hate to present stuffs that i dont understand
and just crapping out there making a fool out of myself
i hate that
i hate that terribly.

sometimes i think that i'm too ____,,,
and thus _____ _________ __.
i dont really feel so motivated to ____ anymore..

if everyone was good in history _________,
you would have known ____ _ ____ everyday,
this was what _ was _______ ___ for,
but ______ seemed to ____.

my hands are shaking uncontrollably now,
i dont know what's the reason behind it,
i'm not cold, i'm not scared,
but why