i tried hard not to remember anything from yesterday,
cause it was the first time that i cried so hard in my life.
and i couldnt take crying as it shows that i'm a weakling.
cause i had just told myself that i'll give it a try and play for the time being.
but as time flies, my feelings grew, but it stopped growing till the day
the truth came to light.
but i blame nobody, not even you.
so dont feel sorry. dont apologise as it will only remind me more of how foolish i am.
the blame's all on me.
i'm sorry for lying to you friends too.
i know i was hesitant about i still did it.