yoyo!

hehe, chem over le. it was damn DIFFICULT X_X
really. -nyahahhahahaha


sigh, i hope can pass all papers by the end of this exam.

sian =.= my dad came in to nag at me.
..
dammit , he's talkin about my education again.
i told him that math nothing much to revise,
den he assumed that its for ALL subject that i dont revise
and now he tells me he wanna talk to principal.
and tell betina that 'My daughter says she have no homework, nothing to revise all the time, why is this happening? What do you teachers do? My daughter isnt improving. I'm gonna talk to the principal.'

zz!
I'M SICK OF ALL THESE
I DONT KNOW WHY EVERYTIME WHEN HE TALKS TO ME ABOUT THESE,

i feel like crying manz


LIKE HELLO!#!@
I'M JUST PLAYING RESTAURANT CITY
AND LEAVING IT ACTIVE ONLY.
AND I'LL BE LISTENING TO SONGS.
AND BE ON THE SCREEN OF MSN
AND THERE YOU CAME IN AT THE WRONG TIMING
WHY

how can you reach so deep down inside of me and cut me open
when i HATE you so much

damn you man
you're so unsupportive too
YOU SAID THAT GUITAR IS FOR NA PEOPLE
but you. YOU EVEN LET ME JOIN THE GUITAR LESSON IN THE FIRST PLACE YOU BAS.
AND NOW YOU'RE TELLING ME THIS.

WHY

EVEN MY FRIENDS ARE AFRAID OF YOU
TELL ME WHY
...
i'm just not the scoring A star girl for you
thats the past

so please... please. dont have such high expectation of me.
cant you see my results? its nearing passing.
everyone's the same
i tried comparing with myself
but i see no difference
and now you want me to get an A



sometimes
i dont know whether i should be happy or sad to have you as a father.


i know everything is all up to me to decide.
but you dont have to say such discouraging words.

and it is because of this that i dont have the motivation to put in effort anymore