nightmares.... please... go away.

,, omg .. i'm really scared now. haha i dont know why , but , this morning i had a dream where i was alone in the room and it was really dark,, and the only light is the light coming from the window opposite my bed. and ,, ,i dont know,, its like change scene,,, it was the view outside the window.. there was this old man,,, who was trembling and groaning in pain, his hands holding his stomach, and ,, its was full of blood... and,, there was this freaky little girl....her eyes... ,, she was standing next to the old man,, showing no sign of fear anyhow. and then,, her attention directed to me..

....,,and yeah i woke up.

and part II!

which is my evening nap. meow~ ,, i dont know why,, but it seemed that the girl has gotten much much closer now,, and ,, shes like the ,,, serial killer... . ,, she tortures people....,,,and i dont know why,,, everybody in the scene seemed so,,, calm,,,its only me who was ..'over reacting' but its natural instinct to be scared when theres a SERIAL KILLER? am i not wrong?! okay i'll continue,,,..

i dont know why,, but this girl looked at me ,, and. i dont know why..

suddenly,, there were flying needles... everywhere,,,and it was piercing me. i dont know ... it was piercing me everywhere and i'm bleeding heavily,, my hands,, my legs,,, my body,,, my neck,,, my face,,, my head,, heh, or maybe even my eyelids. okay,, so ,, i dont know why i dont feel much pain but i was very very scared,, cause the number of needles on me,, is too many to be counted.. but ,, i dont know why ,, i started pulling out those needles that were on me,, and drop it on the ground,, .and it doesnt hurt any way. . so.. ,,== .. . the next thing,, which eventually woke me up and i'm like .. traumatized. haha, there was this needle that pierced thru my wrist.and i was of course.. about to faint omg. i was thinking of my blood issues in my dreams...but ,,, i can inexorably hear my cries loud and clear. .. omg.. it was the same scream when darsi hit my hand, and it was red afterwards haha, .. so i kinda plucked out the needle that was in my wrist?... and i know i was stupid enough to do that,, so it bleeded more than ever. i dont know why ,, i was suddenly brought to my room, and i was looking for my plaster ...tweety plaster! hehe kell intro de. damn cheap and cute~ okay okay, back to topic,, i was looking for my plaster,, and ,, omg?.. my plaster of course didnt hold the blood omg i'm so darn dumb...worst, EVEN IN MY DREAMS. ..but my mother didnt give a damn about me when i was screaming,, so i didnt really know where she keeps the first aids.[ though i know where it is] ...D: ..okay,, yeah,,, and the girl just keeps coming closer to me... oh god i almost piss in my pants. lol , and more needles were like coming straight at me,, and i'm not sure if my eyes got it ==.. but my head,,, was full of it and thats very disgusting. ..

oh well, i woke up and had a very delicious dinner. ^^

byeee, go do math hwk den go revise geog 1C topics and dhem,,, CASCO! ,,

and PS. my phone's confiscated. ==...heeeeeeeeee . $41 dollar. I BROKE THE NEW RECORD IN THE YAN FAMILY. i rock so much. WHOOHOO!