haha after this post, i'm gonna ask my dad to set password on my computer until EOY. if you need to contact me,, .DONT. sms me or call my handphone,, call my house phone for urgent matters like homework. .. ...
i'm really disappointed in myself,, i did my best this time round but ,, this is the shit that i get. what's next man, it''s always my CHINESE dammit and my facking english. i do well in the assignments but i FAILED in my examinations, ... feel so down man.
and lit ,, 49/100. hah. its always that 1 mark between fail or pass, B or A... i'm .. super useless.
yeah, noone's correcting me.
haiz. cut myself from the needle like thingy from my stupid umbrella, ==. still hurts till now. lol. when i squeeze it, it forms a slit and i can see my pink flesh haha , i'm patrick star underneath. and my left hand,, i dont know why , my skin tore, which was from the cut from the sharp dangerous grasses from one of the PE lessons : in search for the tennis ball.
haha, and my chest has this cut? LOL. haha, and i went to scratch my leg's old scar, and it tore again LOL. stupid sia,, it's a super fat mark on my left knee. ==...
damn it man,
damn this life... i've given my best. and yeah. the overall --- complete let down.
and now i'm slacking again,, okay fine not slacking but reflecting, ...
i didn't dare to look at my parents today, just because i got the PTM form,
and i'm the only girl who has to go, and it's super embarrassing. yeah. ..
maybe i'm fated to go straight to work after sec 4. like what my daddy always says
but den, its ironic that , i'm aiming as high as triple science, and revised and put in much more effort. and i've disciplined myself before the examinations just to revise and i did alot of revision but i get 3 Cs. supposing to have 2 Fails , glad that my assignments pulled me up.. if not, i really dont know where to go or what to do.
blink blink. it's raining :)
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