kay, i'm gonna share my life with u readers now,
currently i'm crying,
well,
i just don't know whats wrong with my family
they treat me so nice infront of others,
but ,,
scolded me names at home, and stuffs like that
,,well
i entered my parents' room not long ago
just to find my wallet
but
my mum was crying
wads happening
this isnt the first time
why are they trying to hard to be happy when they cant change reality
i heard that is my dad dui bu qi ta or sth
but they started anew,
but now, they're back to the same old parents again, crying miserably
WADS HAPPENING
i'm sick of everyone
i'm sick of my life
i'm not emo
i just wanna spill my bottle of misery
it has been a long time since i cried
well,, this is seriously a long cry
in school,
getting teased
getting irritated
i just wanna sleep
i just wanna go into my dreamland
and never come back to reality
its getting worse
i may just choose to perish someday
i cant stand it any longer
tried slashes,
its useless,
i cant
i cant go on my life like this
it sux
i noe my parents care bout me
but i cared more bout their relationship
though i feel hurt when they said i was a stupid idiot
,
i just need someone
gender doesnt matter,, but
sigh
sianz,
now my eyes are swollen
and tmr is cultural fiesta night
i dont think i have the energy to dance
people said that i'm having moodswings'
well they dont get me at all
i ..
i just wanna cry out , alone
you don't know how miserable i am when i smile,
it was fake
i smiled cos i had to
behind those sets of teeth
it was a story ..
nvm
well
i've stopped crying, haiz
thanks for being my listening ear.
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