always being the number one of the blacklist,
being loved was the least
i couldn't bring myself up
and tell you my story
cause i know its pointless

you treat me in a different way
and there i lay
alone, on my bed
and again i asked, myself
does it always end up being a loner?

,you seemed normal
well, of course, in front of others
but, you took me for granted
you thought that everything
is gonna last forever,
you thought that everything will be smooth
you did the wrong move
i wondered if your friends
feel the same way as i do

are you always making people pissed off
or
is it me who couldn't communicate well
i don't know
i don't know...

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