i dont wanna be the killer of an animal.

yo. i'm free now so imma posting one post.
today i woke up at 0347.....from nightmare.
it was like me , weiyan, kell and resa at the ground level at the classroom block,
and there was this OSTRICH caged up at the monkey bar area...
and it was insanely active and crazy... it had ravenous teeth..
strangely, there was a little hole at the side of the cage, a square hole..
and a puny kid was standing next to the window,
and suddenly, the ostrich swished out its neck and grabbed the boy by his neck
and swung it into the hole and flunk him on the stiff metal floor of the cage...
and i was in my dreams watching him...
i was very frightened, definitely..
and i watched him suffered...until kelly told me 'do you want to help him?..'
cause i saw blood splattering out when the ostrich tore out the boy's meat..
gosh.. i didnt dared to look...
but kelly,wy and i distracted the ostrich while theresa went inside the cage to drag the boy out..
and boy it was scary.
the ostrich was trying to peck our fingers and pull it off man...

unfortunately everything gone wild.
the ostrich was ..POOFED out?
wah then EVERYTHING BECAME INTENSE.
D: the ostrich started attacking me, and running wildly towards me with its legs shaking uncontrollably.
it couldn't even run properly, it kept skidding around, and it made everything so graphically scary.

wah ... then it was aiming for my neck lo .. @#^%@%#
and i kinda kicked his legs broken but, i was already bitten and was about to be ripped apart!@$!

oh god, do you know how scary it is?
then, i ... pushed out the joints of the ostrich...
and it was laying on the ground already
but IT WAS STILL TRYING TO ATTACK ME...
and i grabbed its tiny head and ...
smashed it onto the ground..
one..
two..
three.
and it laid unconscious on the ground with blood spilled out...
but ,, when i walked away,,
something grabbed me and it was the SAME ostrich again..
ALIVE AND RUNNING WTF.!

wahh then i woke up in cold sweat..
i had this similar dream before except it was something else...
god... i admit that i would do anything to stop something from chasing me..
i really... really detest it..
considering that its a fear/phobia, i'm 100% afraid of something running towards me.. freak. ..




btw i just woke up =-=
slept from 5- 9.40pm
HAHHAH
:D
bybye! gotta chat on phone :)