depressed like dog.

today wasn't very interesting.. got back my chinese ppr reults, managed to pass.. 54.. i won her :) ... geez. then, english,, i maintained... still 59.71.. ==; when will i ever get B? .. then science, A1 :3 . good job munny! was happy that i'm the only distinction for Social studies.. no offense to the rest! jiayou okay! its not the end! :) hmm ,, then ... band was rather ... stressful.. couldn't decide who's in first trumpet or second trumpet. and how are we gonna train the juniors etc. then , mm ... very.. ..very ... stressed now cause i look damn ugly... i experienced a lot of breakouts.. what am i gonna do ? there will be a NRIC photo taking soon and it's gonna be there with you until you're 30!! D: ...

but i think i'm skipping that photo taking and gonna make one on my own..since i'm renewing my passport too this week, i might as well take the same photo picture for both passport and NRIC.. hmm...heheh,, tmr i'm going to eat sakuraaa with my family ^^ gonna be fat again .. .and that would meant more .. breakouts... damn ... i dont even dare to look in the mirror... i'm an ugly duckling! :( sian... i'm very conscious of such things... it kills my self esteem.. dang it. i can take care of everything else except my face... :( ... i'm not under much stress either! and i've stopped my hands from touching my face, and drank alot of water and fruit juices, and ate tomatos and fish! ... well ... actually there's one problem... my recess food == ... i'm a carnivore for every recess... -.- no veggies :\ ..

haha .. i think i should refrain myself from eating meat...

well maybe as 1 dish instead of 2..

sian..

cmi man ... :( damn upset. my skin is like first priority .. -.-..

i need a facial steamer..