DUT

... i'm feeling so frustrated now,

why do i feel so rejected?!

i've just typed a super long post.. and blogger... didnt save it and now its gone.. ...ARGHHH. ..even the computer's against me! . alright, FINE. i'll type it again.

i dont know what course to choose alreayd, after i've selected double science history elective, i cant bring myself to choose the aesthetic choices, cause i'm really very upset that my math didnt make it. its just my math that has a wholesome of careless mistakes..

my family looks down on me, and will always look down on me, as my dad brings up the past and told me that i'm gonna face this situation again in sec 4, always losing by a few marks for the requirement, and will, WILL always try to appeal aka beg for people to accept me.

and i dont think prayers can even save me, since the future cannot be changed [sounds familiar huh] , it only gives me false hope,

and also,, i must thank the friends who encouraged me and said that i will go into double science,, but ,, save your breath, i know that i will go aesthetics already, its confirmed , i know its confirmed already, dont you dare tag in the board and say that i'm not going to aesthetics, nothing can help bring me to double science, there WONT be any appealing this year and yet again, it's confirmed, so seriously, face it. thanks kelly, but even if my science is great, my math is weighing me down to aesthetics. haha, i mustnt blame anyone but me for having so many careless mistakes and being not prepared. sigh, i shouldnt whine much longer, i'm not the only one facing this, and i'm not the worst ,, yet. so i should be grateful for what i have, and do with what i have, this is one bright side i can look on , but , still , , yeah . zero chance , like you said,, zero percent in getting into DS, and yeah i know its really impossible its like so many classes squeezing into those two classes since it's the more popular choice.

good luck to everyone who had selected their course

good luck to those who's on the same page as me

good luck to those who are trying triple science =) jy resa!

PS: i'm learning not to be selfish anymore,, what i said the other night,, i was really frustrated, really upset, and i dont know what to do or feel, so i had to say that i dont care that everyone will split into different class. that was really.. rude. i couldnt stand myself.

oh well, bybye!! :D