had a really really horrifying dream..
didnt dare to go back to sleep afterwards...
:( it was so scary until i cried man. like wth.
why is it always when i sleep facing ceiling , i'll get really scary nightmares,
and when i sleep sideways, i get nice dreams..
i dont dare to blog about my nightmare now.
will reedit this post when my sis is back..
:(
sian..
#EDIT
ahh ..
so... my dream start with me & weiyan walking out of school canteen, then we reached this shop, and i saw marcus, cg, casper, sylvestor , jun jie choosing a birthday present lol, i think they told me that they were buying for weiling..
so me and weiyan were looking at this huge display of disney character water bottles, they're very cute.. but i heard my mum called me, so i turned around,
and i was at home, the skies outside were dark and intimidating, and the winds are howling and my wind chimes are ringing like mad...
and there was this girl who was by my side, she seemed very friendly at first,
and since the weather's bad, she could stay in our house for awhile..
but suddenly,, i got so terrified.. i started crying in my dream...
there was something really wrong about the weather... its as though the world's gonna end..
and only my parents were with me..
then there was a loud thunder , and i think it striked our flat as usual, but now the lights started flickering and u know i fear shuttering lights..
and everything seemed to be out of place ... this girl suddenly fell to the ground, and was fidgeting @ an extreme speed.. and yeah thats where i freaked out in my dream..
she seemed to be in a lot of pain ... i wanted to help her .. but theres just sth weird about her ... soo ... :(..
then her wrist suddenly turned in the WRONG direction .. it got dislocated ... . .x.x. .and followed by her elbow... and her head was twitching from left to right.. =(
so i was like asking my mum what should we do ...
then this freaky girl suddenly stood up..all crooked and distorted... with a freakish smile and .. just a face that i can't forget..
she had these crazy eyes... and her skin was friggin pale ... and her strands of her black long hair was covering her face... like .. .. eek.. then she had this knife in her hand ... i dont know why == ..
then i thought she was gonna stab my mum as she swung the weapon ..
but ... i was stupid enough to grab the blade and cut myself ==;..
then this girl just pulled it out forcefully and slice my palm open ... then she gave a creepy smile and stab my hand and pulled it out then stabbed me ...
and tada... i woke up ..
didnt dare to go back to sleep..
cause i know i won't be able to wake up from it ..and i know ... i just know that i will go back to the same nightmare where i will watch this girl kill my parents..
i'm very worried man ..
izzit because i'm lacking sleep? ..
you know , recently, i just laid onmy bed and close my eyes, and then i felt that something was on me and i dont know . i could still see my room , but just that,, its a dream.. similar to what was happening in reality .. but i was just held by a force and the lights in the dream seemed dimmer..
and i just couldn't wake up ..
:( ... it scares me .. . because when i finally manage to pinch myself awake to reality , i was drawn back into the dream again.
and i had to do it repeatedly for at least thrice.. then i will just.. sit up on my bed and wait until i'm fully awake. then say my prayers and go back to sleep..
geez... god.. protect me :(
because, now my buddhist necklace had lost one face of the 'charm' ? ..
and my dad says that this necklace already lost the power :( ..
so i was really afraid man ..
and i dont know where did the lost side go to ..
sigh :( .. then went back to my room and my sis didnt notice i was in tears again == ..
...
hwaimun!! why are you so weak T_T ....
eeee..
all the stories ... and life experiences are freaking me out ..
:( i can't stand itt...
can i skip school tmr ? ..
i dare not .. step out of my house..
nor prepare for school in the dark in the morning ...
with thick&heavy fog outside my flat..
its damn eerie.
T~T .. save meee
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