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Was reading stomp "I confess" section and came across this.

This stomper wrote:

I Want a Chance to Make Amends and Redempt Myself

This time, I'm really praying for a second chance. I don't know when it will appear and I don't know how it will be but I'm really praying for it. I feel the need to redeem myself, to fight for something I believe in. Just once.

And a stomper replied to his post,

second chance is not to be given.. nor is it up to you to go fight for it... if it is gone is gone...

second chance only happen when everything is start brand new...

do not expect a second chance to happen grow out of the wrong thing that u did nor u feel the need to redeem yrself.... dunno what im talking about.. paint u a pic and see if u can relate to it

let say John nearly killed Jane out of anger, someone whom he loved.. it was by anger that he laid his hand on her... Jane was seriously injured and was in coma... her family hate u.. all her friends wish to kill you... you were arrested but out on bail.. u went to visit her in hospital and want to say sorry to her.. her family and friends there stop you and chased u away.. u din even get to see her... u were sentenced to 5 yrs.. but while u r inside.. she passed away... u live yr days in agony and pray u will be given a 2nd chance and wish to redeem yrself...

now tell me.. what will u do if u r John?

will u get a 2nd chance? how are u going to redeem yrself... let me tell u.. there is NO WAY...

When u did something wrong.. THAT'S IT... if u r truly remorseful.. u have to learn to forgive yrself and let go of the past... there is no such thing as a second chance... it is also not to be given no can u earn it...

By letting it go... learn to forgive yrself.. only then u can move on to the brand new life... THATS THE TRUE MEANING OF A SECOND CHANCE... the second chance is all about how u let the painful past go and forgive yrself..

if u fail to do that... even if say u r John... Jane din die.. she recovered and even visited you in jail and say is ok... do u think thats second chance? u think things will be back to the way it used to be? u think u and her can be together like nothing had happened nor even better...

Hell no brother!.. things dun work this way.. a wrong is committed is stamp can cast in stone.. nothing can change that fact...

Jane can move on and got married with a nice family after u release.. if u dun learnt to let go.. still want a second chance to redeem yrself... tell me.. what are u going to do? destroy her family so that she can be with u again? is that yr idea of a second chance?

if not what second chance do you seek out for now? Let me guess... im good in mind reading.. i dun even have to see u nor know u well i know what u are thinking... u just wish to turn back the clock.. wish nothing had happened.. wish she return back to you.. things go back normal...

No man... that wont happened... a scar will forever be a scar and every single scar tells a story... a scar may look damn ugly and is quite embarrassing when someone ask u how u get the scar.. it all depend on how you feel.. how well u have let go of the past and move on... if u let go u will nt mind telling ppl abt the story behind the scar.. if u still cant let go.. hoping to get a second chance.. u feel uncomfy in telling the story behind the scar..

So.... now ask yrself.. what second chance are u looking for? what redemption u seeking?

Remember.. the only true second chance u ever can get.. the real redemption u can have is to put away your past and move on to the future... dun look back.. is very dark.. no point... when u move on with no burden from your past.. u start a brand new life.. thats a second chance.. to redeem yourself.. make sure whoever u meet ltr in your life... do not repeat the same old mistake... thats redemption..

Hope you get what im trying to tell you... May God bless you.. Good luck

I spent some time thinking through my actions and how pathetic i was the past few months. Always stuck in the past and standing on such thin glass waiting for nothing. So i thought this was rather meaningful and wanna share it w you readers.. and i'm sorry for not updating my blog .. days are packed with activities, i'm exhausted from band practices. I'm nervous and scared cause our standard's getting nowhere. Somehow i dont believe the compliments..and i just took them as an encouragement for the band to push on with the remaining 4 practices. ...