Greetings my loyal readers! :) Life has been a little edgy..a little moody..a little upset, both internally and externally. I'm starting to get pissed very easily and i don't really like it..but sadly i can't help it. I'm unable to concentrate on my work with my parents scolding me about how disappointed they were. And i'll go all emotional and depressed, lying on my bed for about 2 hours& doing nothing literally before i brush my teeth and sleep. And when i reach school, i'll see faces that turns me off almost instantaneously..faces of people that used to be close to me. Haha, after years of experience, realized that they're not that much of a friend worth trusting. Well.. its fine. At least i know that i won't have to talk to them and look at their masks.
Ah.. let me tell you how much i detest attention seekers..(though i might be one last time). One piece of advice... NEVER.. EVER...GIVE IN TO ATTENTION SEEKERS, OR RESPOND WITH INTEREST..because once you do that, they'll cling on to you like there's no tomorrow.. and they would do whatever they could to show you how 'cool/cute/talented/funny/smart' they are and won't stop until you insult them directly in their face..well it only last for a short while though... then they'll start blabbering shitstuffs. Haha..funny.. i'm thinking that i might be one too .. haha.. because.. girls have their way of getting their spotlight..they try too hard to be cute when they're not..like .. how a ugly rotten apple tries to be a shiny riped red apple.. (i used to be in that category i guess..? of course i dont go to the extent of changing my voice and acting cute like fug..and always trying to be in the main attention in the clique or sth..but times have changed.. and i'm back to my Primary 6 self - low profile.) whereas for guys... they try too hard to be cool or smart or even showing their professional offensive dialect ...well..in other words, or in our language..its nothing else but .. ACTION. Haha, a good example would be that boy in my class. Absolute pain in the ass.. yeah.. sorry man.. i might be a little unreasonable cause i don't find out the reason behind it and sorts... but i'm too lazy to do so right now because i can bearly see what i'm typing..ah. whatever the reason is... i think it is somewhat similar to why bullies exist..
ah . dying. .. please don't take my words seriously because it's just a opinion belonging to someone insignificant. so yeah.. i'm just a nobody :) yawnz.. anw.. the reason why i was talking about attention seekers was because they are what i'm facing now..I apologize for such a negative kinda post.
yeah. cause we didn't contribute. so like that lo. ;)
.hey its 1.11....!! OMG. SCHOOL.
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