Just be yourself.

MY CE LESSON;Hello people. I was stalking some cute graduating seniors just now and something hit me. Not literally of course.. ==. What makes them so attractive to people? What is it about them that makes them shine in the limelight? How are they the centre of attraction?Why do we oggle at them? Why can't i be like them? And so i googled something i've should have never done..

then after browsing about 3 sites.. i realized that everything it says were all about how do you carry your image and how well you can hold it up. All these are nothing but masks, temporary shells that keeps you going. But how far can you go.. when all you do is to please others but not yourself. Then, i stopped and moved the cursor to the 'X'. Damn, i felt so foolish! I was never the type who tries to be somebody else...sigh. What going on with me!

Lesson learnt : Be yourself. Don't think that because you can't have the same limelight as others doesn't mean you're not good nor unpopular..It is just that we have yet to discover our inner potential yet. So hold on. Its not that bad being yourself as you're a one of a kind in the entire universe afterall. And do bear in mind that you might be somebody else's role model too even if you're a freak, an emo, gay, geek , loner, fairy, poor and the list goes on..

Frankly speaking, you guys might think i'm great and nice and girly or whatsoever..i'm not.

Kay.. how do i say this.

I stayed up late at night on a school day @ 2am just to video tape a series of lightning outside my window. I do not own heels. I hate pink. I play dead space. I watched WWE. I like collecting dead insects w my sister. I believe that a freaking hot angel is by my side now. I've jumped out of a moving vehicle before..long story, don't ask why.

See? ... I'm a goofball. But no matter what people say about me, i will never change. Because i don't live for them so the more i choose not to be who they want me to be. Instead, i'll continue to do whatever that irks them (cause its so fun to annoy people) and yeah, at the same time i can be happy doing what i do best and know that i'm true to myself! So my dear readers.. no matter what size or shape or breed or skin is.. we all are still humans...we gotta learn to admire, respect and accept ourselves..

Right.. i missed my May period and my face is experiencing alot of break outs and rashes.. any tips?