sian i dont know whats my problem man.
am i being too friendly and sociable?
cause i realised that having too many friends can give you headaches.
somehow it restrains your limits..
you trust too many people...
you share your secrets and you see them getting hurt instead..
you know what people.. i dont like this..
so what if you like a certain guy,,
it doesnt mean you must get steady with him....
though some of you may think that,
if both parties have feelings for each other, then does that mean they are made for each other ?
no right!..
so what if both go steady..
how long do you think you can last the whole war.
how long do you think can you stand not looking at other people.
and people do change, thats the ugly truth!
whats the point of going steady when you think its only puppy love!
whats the point of hurting yourself?
whats the point of all this? just to be really happy for awhile and suffer a long miserable period before you move on?
what for having so many scars,
and plus, every person will get tired of being loved or loving another.
they will be, they definitely will be scared to be involved in another relationship.
i'm trying to prevent all these. this is why i dont ever accept people.
its not that i dont have faith in love/relationships, its because i think i'm too young for such things.
yes, its healthy to have crushes during your secondary life..
but are you gonna be together and stay in contact until you're working, until your bf goes to NS and only visits you 1 day per week?
i know i'm thinking really far.
but i dont want to see people getting hurt.
... this is what i'm really feeling inside..
sorry if my view doesnt click with yours,
sorry if i've offended you ,
...
i'm making people upset by sharing my secrets.
i dont know why am i getting so emotional over such stuff. z.
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